February 7, 2013 10dpiui

Wow. Talk about overwhelmed with pregnancy and babies! This week has kind of been a trying week for me. First of all one of my friends that knows our infertility struggle decided to share all about their first appointment and how they got to hear the heartbeat. I had an asshole response because I'm a jerk.

Yesterday a patient came in for her X-ray and had a gorgeous 3 month old little girl that I got to hold through out her procedure. I know it's crazy, but it felt so amazing to hold her.

Then last night during supper at Mellow Mushroom I helped my 87 year old grandmother to the restroom where two young ass girls were discussing the new belly band that one had just gotten and how she was freaking out about getting huge. Seriously? Could my nana pee any slower?

Last but not least I get to work this morning and the first X-ray I do is on a 37 week pregnant lady with a pneumothorax. Ugh!!!!! At least I haven't been sent to NICU yet this week! I'm sure now I will live up there tomorrow!

Anyways enough complaining, I'm 10 days past IUI and 13 days past my trigger. I tested this morning because I'm desperate. BFN. At least I know my triggers gone. I've had funky cramps all day and have peed 100 times, but those are probably just symptoms I made up in my head.